I have been having a rough, few weeks to be completely honest. Between my kids being sick back to back, both me and Lucas being in a transitional phase with our lives, and struggling with why I have been hitting road block after road block despite being the strongest I have ever been in my faith......it has been A LOT, to say the least and I'm just tired. I'm also going back and forth daily on if I want to be a more private person or continue giving all of me to everyone. Sometimes I just wish life had an instruction manual.