I know I know, what the fuck Victoria? I CALLED THIS on the last episode I did with Madison. I don't know why it's hard to show up for myself when I don't have any accountability from anyone else. I'm sorry. All I can say is I want to get better and I'm trying to figure out how to do that, and apparently I am also trying to not be an explosive ass bitch but I still got it in me and I may have almost lost a friend, but I think being an adult might have saved the friendship...THANK GOD.
Also don't take anything personally because I waited until 2 days before Lucas' 30th to plan anything :/ WHY AM I LIKE THIS??????? I genuinely cannot stand being a person who doesn't put more time, effort, and thought into things. It's like my brain only wants to function under pressure and I need to see a fucking doctor for this type of behavior because I'm over it.